Little ties

He was my utmost desire

All that my heart could ever dream of or require

What a guilty pleasure

What a great mix of all that I like: a lil sarcasm, a lot of culture and his stature

He made it all make sense

A love where I didn’t have to be so tense

Every moment was filled with melodies of a passion so intense

He would stare at me,

His gaze so piercing I’d get lost in his eyes

As we smiled at each other and developed little ties

Oh what a liberating feeling it was, I felt so alive

What a joy to feel something so real, so pure and true

That it would ever be ruined, I had no clue

 I had to let go of him

I could no longer survive the empty promises

It felt like disrespect

A dose of repression, a dose of compromise and here we are packed on side effects

The chemistry was no longer sufficient for me to hold on to, disconnected

I couldn’t deny the fact that I was affected

As I faced the reality, I chose to let go of him

Be free from myself, my feelings and choose me over him

Blouse: The Fix ZA

Dress: The Fix ZA

Flats: The Fix ZA

Coat: Thrifted